We left off last week with Jesus coming into my life. I felt wonderful and new. I fooled myself into thinking I didn’t need to look my past in the eye and deal with it. That took place in 2000.
In 2002 Patrick and I had our beautiful daughter, our princess. That same year Patrick came to know Christ as His Savior.
Sometime between 2003 and 2005 I began having an emotional affair. Before this time I had “dabbled” in my thought life. Thinking things about men I knew I shouldn’t. The thoughts didn’t last long and I would move on.
This time the thoughts took on a life of their own.
I shared my struggles with a close friend. But as my thoughts consumed me I hid them from her so she couldn’t help me.
I begged God for two years to take away these thoughts. I knew they…
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